He carries her heart for her

"You're a victim no matter what"

You're a victim of love no matter what you do, you can't escape..unless you turn yourself off and become a walking shell,but it'll find you one way or another.
Physicality on the other hand can be a dry land, an untouched smudge.
I wanted to hug her or hurt him...both seemed really tempting, but I chose to talk to him, he's just as stubborn as she is...physical relationships leave no room for talk.
Which do I prefer?
Niether one...

-Malika

"Break a leg"

"Breath the day!"

If any of you are reading this, and are from a hot climate, I'm really jealous. We've hit the "winter blues" and it sucks so badly. I was excited during the fall for it to start snowing, so I can get on with wearing my mittens and scarfs, but now that it's here I want it to leave. It's -32 and that's WITHOUT windchill. I'm super jealous of all the people are escaping to tropical places right now, I'd love to go to Cuba,Jamaica or Australia if I had to choose.

I auditioned for a school play yesterday after school, I was pretty nervous too. It being my first audition ever and all... I had to do it three times to get a "feel" for the character, the first time I'm pretty sure I was brutal, the second time I was still pretty brutal and the third time, well...I guess it went alright. I really do hope I make it though, even a little part and I'll be happy.

My math exam is next Wensday, and then I have my english one the next day....and then I don't know when my lighting and sound one is, but I hope it's around the same time as my two other ones. I don't have one in business, thankfully...I just have to do a super long business plan about some sort of business I want to open, I chose an art gallery...I guess it's better then a hotdog stand, which is what my teacher sugested until I laughed in his face..
Anyways, I should probably get working on that.
Until my next post...
-Malika

Detachment is key

"You're going to be late!"

Curse Sunday bus scheduals,and having work across town. I don't know why I even work there,going to that part of town just makes me mad anyways...why you might ask? because it's an overdevelophed wasteland were people slave themselves and then complain about it,like me...!

fact: Detroit Rock City is now one of my favorite movies of all time.
-Malika

Weekend Post

"That sucked so bad"

What's with horror movies getting more and more terrible? I saw the Unborn tonight and all I can tell you is that it was really poorly made and the story behind it really wasn't that great. As time goes on I've come to realize that horror movies get shittier and shittier,mark my words. I can't even tell you the last great horror movie I saw that actually made me scared to go to bed... or maybe it's because I'm not 13 anymore and things that should scare me don't.

PS-Dear "you":I'm a nervous wreck.
-Malika

Impulses

"You waste too much money"

I've developed the worse habbit in the pass 4-5 months, I think it comes with having a job and always having some money...I've turned into such an impulsive buyer,and don't consider anything anymore. If I know I have the money and no other obligations I swipe the card and be on my way... and I've figured out that I'm really not a cheap person after all, well I've set out not to be a cheap skate...
Anyways, yesterday I walked into one of my favorite stores, and saw a pair of boots, I tried them on and BAM, I just had to have them.
So I bought them,and I really love them.
:)
Check them out,the owner is super cool and they have really cute things:
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Sudbury-ON/One-Love-Vintage-Clothing/7272792938?ref=ts

Hell starts today

"Welcome back,we've missed you"

Business
Lighting & Sounds
English
Math

Repeat

Exams are in about three weeks, and I've already started making study sheets... I need to do good this year if I ever want to try and score a scholarship so I don't have to drain my parents bank account dry for the next little while.

Now that the winter break is over and the new year has finally begun, I've actually started to make some half-decent goals for myself(I couldn't think of just one for whole year). They're more like monthly goals then anything else I'd say, I know for fact that I'm not going to reach all of them, but I can try!

Here's a few for this month:

-Go to the gym whenever I'm not working

-Pay my mom back

-Do some online purchases

-Ace my exams

I'll probably acomplish about,2 out of the 4, or maybe not...who knows,hah.

Until my next post.

-Malika

A little bit on the other side of conciousness right now

"WHAT! are you guys doing in there?"

Happy fucking new years!
Best New Years ever? I'd fucking say so!
so stoked,I'm looking foward to the next year so much, words can't describe.
Hope yous had a great time,if not then that's a shame.
Anyways,hope you enjoyed the night as much as I did.
Until my next post,
-Malika