March Madness

"Spring break broke"

School in 7 and a half hours. Bed in an hour.5hours of sleep today.

This spring break was alright, not nearly as fun as my bestfriends, who went to New York city. I'm terribly jealous right now about it. I got the greatest tape deck on thursday,I'm pretty sure I'm inlove with thriftstores,seriously. I've been looking back into the past a lot lately, it puts a smile on my face which is nice, but I don't think I should think about it to hard because, it's going to start depressing me. It's really hard to let go of good memories and accept the shit you're dealing with now...that's really what some of it is to me, a pile of crap. hah...
I'm not looking foward to school at all, I have a pound of homework waiting for me...wonderful. I've been thinking of university and college a lot lately too, and I'm scared and excited. More excited though, thinking about moving foward...change...it kind of feels like I'm stuck in the middle of a wall,and I'm trying to break down both of the sides. The wall behind me being my past and the one infront of me, my future. My past one is almost down but the future is going to take awhile yet to break....

-Malika

Bravo Charlie

"I Think I'm going to learn this one"

I feel like singing sad songs all night
I feel like tuning you out
do you want to make it in to more of a fight
is this yelling what love’s all about?
so go on, and tear me apart yeah just go on in straight for my chest
and maybe it’s mostly my fault’cause if I’m the only girl you ever hadI guess I can’t be the best
can’t be the best
and I feel like falling asleep while you scream
I feel like tuning you out
do you want to stand up and make a big scene?
put the lid down, pick up the dog shit, and shut your mouth
so go on, and tear me apart
yeah just go on in straight for my chest
and maybe it’s mostly my fault’cause if I’m the only girl you ever hadI guess I can’t be the best can’t be the best
and I feel like singing sad songs all night
-Gregory and the hawk

-Malika

"Banana Pancakes"

I promise I'll leave the house this week....
-Malika

-Malika

My current obsessions:

"What was so good about 1969?"

My latest obsessions at the moment consist of:

Woodstock
Cat Power (musician)

Sartorialist's Blog: http://thesartorialist.blogspot.com/

Booksbooksbooks

Writing almost everything down

One Love Vintage Clothing Store

Leather jackets

Knitting

Beanies

Booties

Facebeards

Toronto

Saving Money

Driving

Apple juice and vodka

My photography class

Mangos

Perfectly cleaned faces

White teeth

Nice guys

Spring shopping

The sun

Having lots of fun

Being alone

Being in large crowds

Walking everywhere

Drinking on friday nights

Sleeping in sunday mornings

Going to shows

Lemons

Cooking

Hanging out with the boy I like, who has already has someone.

That last one sounds kinda wierd, but I'm kinda really happy about being able to see him all the time.

Until my next post,

-Malika

"What would you ask?"

I've been thinking of loss a lot for the pass few weeks, and I was thinking what the worse loss you could go through, and the top two things I've come up with is;

Your loved one (parent,child or soulmate)
and
Your eyesight
There's so much more out there that you can loose but I think the worst is your eyesight.
If I ever have the privilidge to meet someone who is blind, but was able to see at one point in their life the one question I would ask would be,
"What was the most beautiful thing you've ever saw?"

-Malika