"OMFG he's so hawt!"

I knew it, I knew it, I knew it. I shouldn't have had high expectations for it...I'm not going to go into details, but I will say this:

Twilight the movie wasn't what I wanted it to be, it didn't deliver the hype it let out and they skipped and changed alot. Although, most of the characters were pretty bang on, not to mention everyone of them is attractive and play their roles good. Every time Rob Patinson came on screen I would hear someone(if not myself) talking about how "hott" he was. The first part of the movie was complete rubbish, but after Bella finds out that Edward was a vampire it gets better, as in the acting and the accuracy of the story. In this picture, Rob looks very very attractive and Kristen looks pretty too. Overall I would give this movie a 2 out of 4 stars. I give it this because the filming techniques were pretty good, the cinematography was incredible and the fight scene(third last scene) was delivered really well. Go see this movie if you're planing to read the book,but I do reccoment to read it first and then compare it.

-Malika

Lolllll

Ever-changing

What I write today isn’t going to make sense tomorrow, what I think next week isn’t going to fit what I speak next month, what I do next month won’t mean anything next year and when you read this it won’t have anything to do with what I’m doing now.

-Malika

Happy Birthday Malika

" I kinda want to float away with some balloons."

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday dear Malika

"Happy Birthday to...me?"

sixteen years ago today, I was born....it feels like an eternity ago I was playing with barbie dolls.

Here's to another year full of teen angst....

All aboard for funtime

"My birthday is tomorrow."I love this picture of Iggy Pop, one of my favorite musicians of the past.
I really need to have a good morning, maybe this picture will help....if not me, maybe you? I'm not as excited about my birthday as I thought, I don't know why though, it's usually the most anticipated date for me every year. My dad's paying for my Driver's Ed, and my mom, well she got my cellphone and has been paying for it for about three months, who knows what some of my friends are getting me, well except for Brett who showed me over the computer, haha. It's his birthday today, I'm 364 days older then him, to be exact Lol. Although I haven't really made him his gift yet, it's in the making! and his card rules. Two other people's birthday's are tomorrow that I know, which is a big surprise to me, up until two years ago I didn't know anyone who shared the same birthday as me. Anywho, my teacher is babling about business, yet again......I'm so sick of this class, sitting at an 82, I'm pretty sure I don't need to be here.....
-Maika

Fun
hey baby we like your lips
Fun
hey baby we like your pants
all aboard for funtime
Fun
Hey, I feel lucky tonight
Fun
I'm gonna get stoned and run around
All aboard for funtime
Fun
Last night I was down in the lab
Fun
Talkin' to Dracula and his crew
All aboard for funtime
Fun
I don't need no heavy trips
Fun
I just do what I want to do
All aboard for funtime
Fun
Baby baby we like your lips
Fun
Baby baby we like your pants
All aboard for funtime
Fun
Everybody we want in
Fun
We want some we want some
All aboard for funtime
Fun
Baby baby we like your lips
FunBaby baby we like your pants
All aboard for funtime

Words I've said far too many times.

"I can't wait to move out"

I tell my parents everyday how excited I am to get out of their house, and be free from them. I tell them this because;

1)I know it gets on their nerves and I love to piss them off a little bit everyday.

2)They need to realize that one day I'll be gone.

But I've been thinking about the true reason why I keep telling them this, and yesterday I realized that it doesn't matter. It just doesn't matter because it doesn't need to. A good friend of mine told me that I was no way in hell ready to be out on my own, alone. What she said is true, I'm not. Her boyfriend told me;

"you're not ready to move out until you know that you've forgiven your parents."

I don't know where or how he came up with that, but I was lost for words because he was right on the dot. Am I really that easy to read?
I really hope not...

I kinda have a thing for you...but only kinda

My Birthday is in 9Days....

"Why do I always get scared?"

I always seem to hide when the slightest bit of infatuation and/or stomach butterflies come my way. In my closet,under the covers,under something tha will hide me. Why?, I can't answer that even for myself, maybe you can tell me?
It's something I want though,well kind of... it's something I've been wanting for awhile,but now that I can reach it I want to turn around and run away, never to see your face again.
Love and be hurt?
OR
Never have loved at all?
If you really need to know, I'd pick option number two. I've learned love is the one thing that can truly hurt a person. I get lost for words a lot too, so he'll have to provide the conversation that came so easily before to me, now that I can no longer think of things to say to you...

"I suppose this is something I should probably work at...caring for people"

Pre-weekend

I'm being Banished to my grandparents this weekend, 45minutes from home, out of the city.

Why? well I have a pound of homework sitting in my locker I have to hand in next week, and I know that if I don't go, it will continue to sit there. So my parents have forced me to go there for the weekend. It's not to bad out there, but you wouldn't catch me saying that when I was a kid, oh the weekends I endured there as I was growing up, I hated that place. The only thing that I liked about it was my grandma and grandpa... which is why I always agreed to go. Now I think that's one of things I like the least about that place, as bad as that sounds....I'm not a fan of the old aged, minus one exception.

I watched the movie I ordered, XXY and well it wasn't what I expected, but so much better. It evoked so many emotions. This is one of those films that as you watch it you feel for the characters, you can sense what's going on in their mind with their facial expressions. It's very touching and the ending isn't what you would expect,but as I said it was so much better. A very good message and this being the director Lucía Puenzo's first movie it's really quite amazing.
You should watch if you ever get a chance.
-Malika

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My birthday is in 14 days...woo.

Inevitable past.

-Malika

Barack Obama has entered the building

"Barak in the hishouse!"This isn't a rant about politics.

I promise...

I'm not Amarican nor am I totally engrossed in polictics, but I do watch the news every night and almost every morning and it's inevitable to avoid. I've been listening to the news for the past year and everyday they reported the progress of the candidates...not that I listened to carefully I had a slight idea what was going on (my bestfriend begs to differ though...) in the election world.Lastnight I'd flip through the channels and watch bits and pieces of the progress, and then before I went to bed I found out that he won the Presidential Election. The first ever African American to be the President...I wonder how the racist americans feel about this,not that I'm a racist(definitely not a racist), but there's SO many of them out there, not just in America. But I just wonder what they're thinking or feeling, well definitely mad and disapointed, but what were their other thoughts on the subject...are they hoping he fails? are they hoping he quits from the pressure? or did they turn their backs on politics in general?
I'm just so happy(!) to see Bush out of the White House and that there's finally an african american president running the United States.

I start work today

"I've been planning to attend for three months..."

I got hired for a job,scanning groceries...about three weeks ago, I was half hour late for the interview and drenched (it was pouring rain), the busses were running SUPER late and my dad was in the hospital (the doctors still don't know what was wrong with him...). After my sob explaination and nervous rambling they still hired me. After they did,I waited for a call back and it didn't come for a week, then orientation...and then another two weeks of waiting,which brings us to last Friday.... I get a call telling me that my trainging starts Tuesday,("Fuck....the show is on Tuesday!" was all I was thinking as this woman was talking), Wednesday and then on Thursday all shifts 4-9, I almost told the woman that my parents 22th anniversary was Tuesday and they made dinner arangements at Respect Is Burning that couldn't be canceled but then I remembered that;

1)It's my first shift,not a good idea

and

2) I already used that one for school, I should save it for a more important event.

Soo, I'm sucking it up and missing the show,even though I'm a really big fan of ATB and one of the local bands that aren't mentioned on the flyer....

On the bright side of things, working this week will mean money for the weekend,which means getting that new sweater I wanted,yay!

Anywho, I better start the handouts my business teacher gave us or he'll start to bitch.

Until my next post...

-Malika

Where I should be;

Is in Business.

but it's just so boring.

"The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in? ."-Modest Mouse

Oh how I wish i could breath in salty air.

Weekend Post

My birthday is in 18 days,yay...

I slept in until 2pm today, so I've only been up for around two hours, it feels like I'm still sleeping. I suppose I should have took my daily dose of caffiene but I didn't get to due to my mom complaining about the undone dishes, so I took the time to do them, which I never ever do. One thing that I hate doing is the dishes, the gross stuff at the bottom of the sink, and then you have to stick your hands in the water to get the leftover utensils, ick. Butt thankfully my mom had some rubber gloves lying around...I must sound like such a pansy.

The movie that I ordered is FINALLY in, so after school tomorrow I'm gonna walk over to the place and pick it up, and as soon as I get home, I'm going to watch it, it's going to be epic. I've been waiting to see this movie since the summer,really but I had to wait for it to come on DVD and then discovered that no video store had it. I never thought that T.A.G would be able to order it for me, but hey what do you know, the lovely man who owns the place did, not to mention gave me a discount, I'd normally be paying around 40$ to have it shipped if I ordered it off the net.

Halloween was on Friday, it went, well alright I can say. Not amazingly fun, but not terrible. Lets just say it's my last year of trick or treating, yes folks I did go out and asked for candy in a pirate outfit with some friends, we did get to go around the bigger houses though which was kinda cool. Around the end of the night we took off to the lake and passed around the pipe. It always ends up happening when there's a group of us,that's pretty seldom though so it was nice to reminess with some old friends. The one downer to the night though was that I had to go home, my parents were kind of picky that night but I didn't object because I had no plans that made it hard to get home. But now thinking back I kind of wished I would've stayed at a friends, ha ha. I'm not to thrilled to return to school tomorrow, the cliche quote; "I don't do Mondays", is always in my head when I walk into class in the morning. I'll be really surprised if my teacher doesn't drop a pop quiz on us in third period, stupid math teacher. So I should probably get off my lazy bum and get working on some of my homework.
Until my next post....
-Malika.

I ordered this movie about a month ago,it should be in, in about a week or so.
Fingers and Toes crossed,anyways.



Super excited.