"I'm Void"

Alas, I write again... I finally found the time to do it. I've been busy doing nothing.
That's pretty much what I've been doing for the past litle bit, nothing....well besides trying to bring myself out of my hole I've nestled into. I've dug a deep one this time and the lack of sun isn't helping at all. School is pretty hectic, hence me doing nothing, not even leaving the house for a week straight,besides buying milk and getting my mail. I took off work and canceled all plans, maybe it was to sulk or more try to get out of my hole, I don't know if it worked or not, but tonight it's slowly starting to creep up on me and the nap I took earlier didn't help at all, if not put me in a worse mood then I already was. I've been making an attempt to go to the gym, well started on Monday, and I hope to get fit again, it's a fluke but I'm still going to attempt it.
Slowly, the void will fill up and I'll meet someone new, and maybe smile more....
Guess what?!
Spring is coming, and that means sun...which is always good after a long gray patch.
Until my next post,
Malika


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"Mahleekah says:
valentines day is for saps....
Ryan says:
I'm a huge sap."

It's the first year for me without a valentine in 4 years...and the feeling really sucks. The only person I have in mind already has a valentine...his girlfriend.
I really know how to choose them!
I'm still goin out though, with one of my bestfriends for a coffee date!

I'm still not over my whole sadness from two weeks ago,
when people kick me in the but, it hurts...a lot. I go down quietly though and smile at everyone when I look up, I'm good at it.
-Malika
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