March Madness

"Spring break broke"

School in 7 and a half hours. Bed in an hour.5hours of sleep today.

This spring break was alright, not nearly as fun as my bestfriends, who went to New York city. I'm terribly jealous right now about it. I got the greatest tape deck on thursday,I'm pretty sure I'm inlove with thriftstores,seriously. I've been looking back into the past a lot lately, it puts a smile on my face which is nice, but I don't think I should think about it to hard because, it's going to start depressing me. It's really hard to let go of good memories and accept the shit you're dealing with now...that's really what some of it is to me, a pile of crap. hah...
I'm not looking foward to school at all, I have a pound of homework waiting for me...wonderful. I've been thinking of university and college a lot lately too, and I'm scared and excited. More excited though, thinking about moving foward...change...it kind of feels like I'm stuck in the middle of a wall,and I'm trying to break down both of the sides. The wall behind me being my past and the one infront of me, my future. My past one is almost down but the future is going to take awhile yet to break....

-Malika