School starts in 10 days

"It's not like I didn't think about it everyday"

Your heart belongs to someone you have yet to meet,
Someday you will be loved.

Today was an awesome day.Pure awesome and I'm really happy for that. I got so much stuff and had a really good time with Ryan&Jeff at the mall,although there were moments I really wanted someone to leave.I noticed a weird ocd habbit,I buy everything in twos haha ex: two pairs of pants,two flannels,two cardigcans and two v-necks... kind of strange. Later Ryan and I went to the movies("muvies") ,we walked from the mall..not thinking that it would rain buckets. In attempt to run for cover I slipt on some pavement and scrapped my knee(clutz much?) But there was this moment when I was just lying there on the pavement and the rain was pouring down on me,I felt like such a kid again...just a timeless feeling fell over me and it felt like everything stopped for that one minute and I was truly happy, because it was so innocent and nobody could ruin it and I've never felt that before. We ended up seeing District 9,it had it's moments but I enjoyed it for the most part, and the underlying message was really good,what I got from it, in the end is love will always be with you if you're patient enough to wait for it.
Anyway,the title of this entry is quite litterally true,and I wish it wasn't oh so much. I'm going to be pretty lonely this year if I don't do much socializing and make friends...I ditched most of my friendships(the few I had) because of my ex and he's not even coming back this year.I have a few friends but I know I'll end up feeling as though I'm just a tag-along and I hate that feeling so much. There's going to be new people(there always is) and hopefully they'll be cool and aproachable,fingers&toes crossed anyways. I have a tough semester ahead of me too,thankfully I have a spare for homework and whatnot and when I don't have any to do I can lay in the field and watch the clouds go by..should be fun ^^
Anyways,I'm sort of hungry and want to watch Into The Wild(loved the book)
-Malika