Out with the old

"This is a huge favor"

How do people stop talking to one another without trying to be rude about it? I want to erase somebody from my mind,because it will just be better for me and probably my bestfriend too because he's at the point where he doesn't want to listen anymore and we've bickered about it,which is not good. It's not that I don't like the person,I just want them out of my mind,and what's the best strategy for that?Someone please enlighten me. I need some space in my own mind to breathe for a while,maybe I'll go back and talk again in a month or two,but I just need some time to get back to how I was before. How was I before?Well,I didn't care so much about other people, and I was content to be by myself. I need to start living for me and doing things that make me happy. I just need to find my nerves,hide them. AND then,say what I need to say. Fuck,this is going to take longer then I want it to. On a side note, my other bestfriend is leaving for France for six months tomorrow,I'm going to miss her sososo much,but I'm really stoked for her because it will for sure be a life-altering experience and so much can happen in the time that she is there. Also, an old friend Barrie came over lastnight and chilled today,it was fun but we didn't do too much,we hungout lastnight with a bunch of people and then today we slept for a while and went out for chinese, then her dad came to get her. She's going home on Sunday,and then I'll see her at Christmas,well maybe. I can feel the differences between us now,it's only natural that would happen,but I can't help but feeling a little down about it.
-Malika