I should have given you a reason to stay.

"It doesn't matter because it doesn't matter"

I've slipped,I've caved. I'm weak and pleading.I'm broke and emty. I don't like my life.
What I've been doing,to keep myself from falling underwater: Reading Harry Potter.
Watching Harry Potter.
Playing Sims.
Sleeping all day.
Late night conversations with my bestfriend.

I think I might have found a way out though, I'm going to start crocheting hats! Thanks to my eldest friend,she's 75 and is amazing,like a second grandma,but gives me tips about the stuff you would NEVER want to hear your grandmother talk about. She's one of my biggest insperations and I really don't have many of those. One of the few people I tell everything to,and hold close to my heart. Also,I'm thinking of starting another blog,dedicated mainly to pictures...my own,clothing,art,inspiring things oh and music...very little writing though. Not sure when I will have it up,as I want to gather some things first. I'm going to be in Toronto this weekend too,going to do some shopping and going to a show,where two bands from my hometown are going to be playing,along with a few other really awsome bands. I'm really excited for that,and I'm going with someone who has never been to toronto,so it will be interesting.Plenty of shopping and people watching to be done.
I'm excited :)
-Malika