I still have this new regret to think about from time to time.

"How nice to see your face today"

I made a realization,young love.It can last for some people,but I know I'm not part of that "some". I'm the kind of person that holds on and hates to let go,but when I do let go,I won't ever pick it back up again,I'll merely look and say it "I used to have that" and continue on my way with whatever. I don't think I'll find it for a while,well not until I'm not looking for it anymore,it will probably smack me in the face.Who knows if it will turn into love or what,if it lasts...it's in me that one of us will fall out of love. Isn't that what happens to most failed young couples who were inlove? it just gets old.
Realizing that,kind of gave me a little hope.Believing this,helps me think that the relationship I'm so stuck on would have ended up like that eventually,not saying how long down the road but eventually would have ended due to that.
Kind of lifts my spirits,a bit.
-Malika